busy keeping up with the fast-paced yesterday, today and tomorrow.inactive online because of the other wonders of internetprone to sickness, physically, mentally and virtually.
Taken 30th November 2009, Executive-outfit-day in class.Labels: pumped.
Monday blues.Labels: Blues
Labels: Just one of those things
Currently tuning to You've Got The Love by Florence and The Machine.Faltering through daily, succumbing to the feeble mind, what else? Barely have the strength left for a rebound. The days are seemingly bright but gloomy, none to accompany me but myself. I get bitter with company and antsy without one, "so what is it that I want?" I asked myself. I want someone to listen.
I want to be sad without having to apologize, purely because I know I didn't make myself cry, did I? I want an apology to derive from the tiny squabble. There is no excuse for no apology, if it was petty still, it was worth the apology. To wait till the tears trickle down, makes me even sore.
Labels: Blues
I am screwed! I totally forgot about entrepreneurship proposal and awaiting for Gena's reply. TO BE SUBMITTED BY TOMORROW. The whole team is going down if we don't complete it by today or tomorrow. We have to do it, PRONTO!Labels: pumped.
Labels: pumped.
Labels: island in the sun
Labels: Just one of those things
Labels: Just one of those things
I don't know if it was a comparison, or you're just trying to say I'm exactly the same as that person.
They say that you should throw criticisms away, don't listen to them or take them in and change yourself or something similar to that. Sometimes it doesn't come out as a comment, it simply sounds like an insult, in fact most of the times, it's sounds like an insult. They said to ignore those kinds of criticism(insults), sometimes I ignore, sometimes you just can't because you think what they say are true and you try to improve yourself and you feel all good inside and then sometimes, on one fine day someone says the same criticism to you again, and you ponder, "did I change or am I much more worse than last time" and you resigned to the fact that you're shit and fucked up because nothing you ever do is normal or right. To say you're resigned to that fact is bullshit because you think about it every so once in a while and you feel like you're a failure, an idiot, a big mess and you get angry at yourself and feel like breaking the chair, throwing, tell someone to slap you, punch you, kick you, pull your hair and beat the crap out of you or having violent intents like punching or kicking someone, pulling their hair and something like that, you go on a series of rampage of getting angry at people and hit them if possible, you can restrain your violence but somehow you can't restrain your anger, it boils and could last you days at a time, sometimes even come and go as it pleases.