busy keeping up with the fast-paced yesterday, today and tomorrow.
inactive online because of the other wonders of internet
prone to sickness, physically, mentally and virtually.
so, this siow cuckoo/kuku go and put a photo of me in his blog(: ahaa. he sure is one hell of a guy, had fun. Went to macD with him to study(again), anyway, i insisted that he didn't need to buy me a sundae, but he did and i didn't finish it(because of you la,ahaa). Sorry, wasn't in the mood to eat yet. Hey but i sure did appreciate it. Gahh, it ws fun the previous day i taught him chem, it was a good revision for me. golly, i've been happy, and sad, but still happy. moomoo just forgot about me again, seems that i'm forgotten nowadays. Mus and me wasn't home, so she bought Mus his dinner but didn't buy mine, said Mus would be hungry, when i asked. Then what about me? So yeah, thats the reason why i haven't been eating, because didn't want to eat since she doesn't want me to(i'm not in the mood for it anyway). Dang, and moomoo ruined my everlast- ajddbgfiugrwgrugfwhbuvc. well thats all(:
Aug 9, 2007
♥11:13 PM
I knew this girl once, i lost her just recently. She stopped talking to me like she used to, she hates herself for doing so, she thinks it's for the best. She used to be smiling, chatty. Now she's quiet and all to herself, she wants to forget about me. "i seem to get everything wrong nowadays" thats what she thinks. She still smile though, even the slightest smile would last for a few seconds. She still laugh though, but only when she's tired. She used to be sad, she's more sad now. i would apologize to her, she'll say that its ok, it's not my fault. She's lying, i know, she's lying to the whole world. I know her, i see her everyday but we don't talk anymore, i stare at her, she'll stare back and theres emptyness. She told me once, she doesnt understand anything anymore. I tried to help her, but i'm not even talking to her anymore. She's confused, she doesn't have a real friend anymore. When she's quiet, she'll be too quiet, when she's talkative, she talks too little. She gave up, on everything. she hates smiling, she hates love and she hates herself. And i'm to blame. She doesnt trust anyone, not even herself, she's living a lie, she's aware of it, she doesn't even know who she really is.
Aug 5, 2007
♥3:52 PM
was out the whole day yesterday, made new friends and formed our fagent, some of us joined the hamba society though.(some might not understand of what i'm writing but, yeh, whaddaheck) Had a blast yesterday.(:those people i met yesterday was wonderous. Golly, Wish it didn't have to end. Well, after that i went home tired, exhausted and thirsty.I think i'm going back to my own imaginary cubbyhole like i always did, i prefer being alone, honestly, nowadays, i feel like i want to be alone, maybe it's better that way(: