O's is finally over and my quest to hunt for jobs has started, and also ended. I've convinced myself that all the shops in the world are not going to take me in as a cashier cum sales executive or a waitress. Gosh. Things are as hectic as ever, my fellow lovely chums has gotten themselves a temporary job to keep them busy during the holidays, and i am left to decay at home. Rot, rot, rot AMEE! haha. Somehow, the tiny flame in me is still persistent to find myself a job, i didn't do a good job at convincing myself i guess. Waiting for one week, for a stranger to call me and tell me "oh, can you go for an interview this, umm, this friday?" or something to give me a glimpse of hope that i'll get a job.
Recently went to a skin doctor just to discover that i am half-cat, half-human. I was bitten by cat fleas, which explained the severe skin irritation for the past months. Well i'm not half cat, was just slightly amplifying the situation. Well, it's reallly dreadful and i withstood the itching for almost two months, and no more. The doc's told me to get my aunts cat to the vet, to eliminate any traces of fleas, cat's fleas. Can't believe i'm so sensitive to cat's fleas since i'm the only one in the family that's affected by them, told you so, i'm partially cat.
Promised a special friend that we'll talk sometime after O's. I do miss her presence, we all seem so busy, hope we get the time to talk. I changed alot, and i think i'm affecting alot of relationship with others. I changed quite alot, but somehow, i think i'm still the same, but just louder, naughtier, more expressive. I express myself more easier now, but i still do hesitate in certain situations. Though i have to admit, i'm not so decent, planning to change, and start praying again.
"Bila engkau hendak sembahyang? nanti bila? Engkau tahu bila engkau mati? Mane tahu esok atau lusa." Thats what my mum said.
Oh well, can't go out as much either, spent all my beautiful bucks on sinful sweet treats.
I need a new bra, the strap snapped while i was out with lulu just awhile ago.