busy keeping up with the fast-paced yesterday, today and tomorrow.
inactive online because of the other wonders of internet
prone to sickness, physically, mentally and virtually.
I have changed? have you known me even long enough to see that i have changed? you barely know me. Yeah so what if i regret ever having a boyfriend, if thats you want to know. I never really wanted to have one, maybe it was peer pressure, thats the problem if you want to know. fucking PEER PRESSURE. And you did nothing wrong that I left you, i dumped you. those messages, well dudu head, i haven't topped up my phone, whaddya expect huh babe? And hell yeah, i thought that we were more like friends, well after this, i don't even think we are even close to "friends". And all those oh-so-sweet words, was a mistake, shit, i don't even say that to people, sometimes it even disgust me to think of it. nop, i'm not playing around with you but i didn't think i was really serious, YOU, dudu head, scared the shit outta me, you were too serious. My ex's have nothing to do with you so don't compare. Oh, and about that day you wanted to meet me but i didn't show up, i told you i wasn't going to be there so you can't blame me could you? I'm the problem maker? hello, look at yourself, you are inflictiong this problem to yourself, and what fucking problems did i cause huh? Honestly, i don't really get what you are trying to say in your blog, sarcasm all over mixed in with i-love-you's? You respect my decision, i doubt so. Hell, you want this relationship any longer, it'll all be a fucking lie. you're fucking judging me, i'm not even judging you. well now you make me look like a screetchy beetchy lady, because this relationship ended badly because i broke off with you and you just couldn't accept it, right? well, i'm not pursuing this any longer. dudu head.