busy keeping up with the fast-paced yesterday, today and tomorrow.
inactive online because of the other wonders of internet
prone to sickness, physically, mentally and virtually.
i'm lazying around, suppose to be eating but stalling it for later- blog first, eat later[: nothing much for today, woke up and did nothing much, have no idea why i haven't eaten yet till now. i'm super hungry. well, yesterday wasn't much either, i'm a lazy bum-bum, coulnd't sleep yesterday night so decided to stitch back my torn jeans]: ma was too busy to stcht it back. slept around 2am. ok, i have to admit, i really am super duper hungry, ok, going to eat now. stomach's rumbling like a volcano. haha.
Nov 26, 2007
♥1:29 PM
❤gah, had fun yesterday, went out with brudder Feroz[: We went to skate near yewtee area first, and started "bakar lemak"(thats what Shaf would say), after awhile, decided to eat at Mac. Sorry brudder, i couldn't finish the fries, wasn't very hungry]: We talked alot, talked and talked, had nothing short to talk about, it was peaceful and serene, then went to ana's to give her my deck, bumped into AZRUL, but i pretended i dídn't see him. after that went to somerset skatepark, started raining so we sat outside somersat mrt and chatted some more. ate pocky and drank green tea. when it stopped raining, i had too pee, went to the toilet and headed off to the highway where we sat, and chatted some more. haha. we talked alot, i'm not joking, we really talked our hearts out. gah. and your m&m's are still with me, i'll keep it till we meet again brudder[:
❤ok now i'm grounded 'cause took ma's phone yesterday. i don't understand her, she thinks all the guy friend that ever called me are my beloved. Pai called me in the morning while i was asleep, mum picked up the phone, ma slapped me at my back thrice and said that my beloved is on the phone. Pai just wanted to ask me out to skate for god's sake. hell yeah i did cry because i know i can't hate her. well, i'm in no more mood to ever eat again.
❤i'm a dissapointment to mum but honestly i did nothing wrong i'm having alot of fun, crying and listening to this song.
Nov 24, 2007
♥5:10 PM
❤Today was priceless. Went out early in the morning to meet the rest of the drama crew involved in the haunted house production. Remembered lolu was wearing her mask to her side, ain wasn't aware of it so she talked to lolu's side thinking lolu was facing her, then suddenly lolu turned to face her, she burst out laughing followed by me and lolu. it was awesome getting the chance to scare even primary school kids. today was fabulous that even some older dudes shouted at the unsightly view of us, we(the ghosts) chased them, grabbed them by their legs and just scared the shits out of them, when i say them, not only do i mean the dudes, i mean both dudes and dudettes. then there was this young boy around the age of 10, scared him and he cried, i decided to be a human and help lead him out, told him not to be scared but he was still crying, poor thing though, he was with his brother who constantly told him that it's ok. it was hella fun. i hope next year i'll be a ghost again.
❤After all was done, me, Ana, Ain, Geraldine, Sarah, Han Siang and Jon went out to have lunch together. We were a little high, all exhausted and tired, talked crap. we talked about elds members starting to get their phones stolen in elds. It was somjething like this: Me- I know who, Wilson. Ana- Why you suspect Wilson? Me- He's the teeth. Everyone- (laugh) yeah i know it was lame but who cares. it was funny. It wasn't the only lamest but funniest thing we talked about, there were loads more, and trust me, it was the lamest. Lolu called and asked what we were doing, Geraldine was like "we're laming". it was priceless and worth anything.
❤Time is precious nobody but me, take it for granted could't use my time making useful hours slowly by time, i am haunted.
Nov 23, 2007
♥9:09 PM
What an awesome day. Had a blasting time scaring shits out of people in the haunted house. Some were just plain annoying because they pretend not to be scared but yet holding tightly to their dear girlfriends. Guys are just plain annoying because they weren't scared at all, they jumped due to abrupt movement, but overall they're not abit freaked. Golly, was so cold in the haunted house, once, i wanted to scare some girls, we'll it wasn't intentional but my whole body shivered and i looked like a dying ghost[: My whole body was shaking, making a hissing sound as my teeth chattered outrageously. well it was scary so, screw it. I'd end up with chattering me again tomorrow.
♥i am not perfect neither am i too bad but all it takes is an act it's fake, and it's rather sad.
♥press on the smiley to look at who i want to meet, which is just a wish i'd hope would come to live:
Nov 22, 2007
♥9:08 PM
♥didn't sleep much last night. was online chatting with a few dudes. i had a blast today, sort of, haha. i was stuck in between being a juon or a psychopath, had to wear just a big tee and my legs was fucking frezing, but it was cool. had a dry run, having some teachers go through the haunted ava room, haha, scared the shit out of them, sure going to scare the shit out of some primary school kids tomorrow. can't wait for tomorrow. yeah, i'm gonna be a freezing juon scaring some freezing child[:
♥constant dreams can't take me away nightmares just keep filling me nothing is keeping me at bay this is not who i want to be.
♥i don't think i'd be able to sleep again tonight, sleeping is constantly becoming such a bother, i have to stop this habit. i can't sleep, i hate sleeping, i'd think alot before sleeping,and i have to stop thinking too much, it stresses me out in the weirdest way. i'm such a dissapointment to me and ma. i'm anything but good.
Nov 21, 2007
♥7:20 PM
♥The day started with me and my dearest ain, picking leaves by the stinking roadside. It wasn't very sightly seeing two girls just picking nice fallen leaves, placing them in their nice plastic bags, was funny and desprate though. i did spend some time with my foundation, and not to forget, ana sitting there instructing me, more of reading transworld[: was an absolute simple day, very simple.
♥I didn't really get much sleep the previous night, couldn't sleep, was thinking about this:
♥This is who i am desperate for femininity i am not all, but a scam i can't be a boy for infinity.
Nov 17, 2007
♥5:56 PM
♥1: my stomache ache slowly crouch down what looks like a handshake i took it and frown. ♥2: i can act real fine and talk real well but i just can't shine and it's like hell ♥3: yeah i am fine, but i can't tell there's just this line and it really swell ♥4: shut up and go to sleep i'll throw this guitar you're making me flip instead, i sat, look at the stars ♥5: Im so tired i don't want to sleep the thought just fired on this chair and i want to weep ♥6: I really want to strum i just can't seem to understand it takes time to follow and hum i don't know if i can (12-15 nov 2007) Those words, written a few days ago.
Had a bashfull time today, skated from 9am to 3pm I guess. worthwhile, i still didn't get enough of the adrenaline rushing. i'm planning to skate again tomorrow, or maybe the day after. and not to forget, regent open house on 23/24 november 2007, i'll either be one bloody mime or juon, which i'm aiming for, i guess juon ais scary, and like shaf said, mimes are sexy, not scary♥