David chopped my hair off. My oh my. i won't eloborate more, then bumped into Hazi at Bras Basah, didn't know it was her till five minutes ago, she told me she was the one that aknowledged to Feroz. It all happened in a flash, i thought she looked familiar somehow. Sweets, i'm calling me dollings in five minutes.
People get increadibly tired, but when anger strikes them, yes the adrenaline keeps them from falling asleep. Thats what i'm dealing with now. The ruckus, the brother, and the mom who constantly sides the brother who constantly make so much noise i can't sleep. I mean, why can't she just tell my brother to keep quiet, why must she tell me to just sleep when i can't becuase my little brother is making irritating noises. irrit.
Globalisation is a process whereby people, ideas and their activities get interconnected or integrated.
The key factors of globalisation
Transportation
Transportation is how you transfer people, materials and products from one place to another. It has enhanced mobility, and making it easier to commute people from point to point.
Communication
Communication is fast becoming more convenient. Able to communicate via telephones, fax, electronic mail and video conferences. Satellite technology has enabled information to be transmitted worldwide simultaneously. Optical fibre system can hold a large capacity and can transmit information at a very hight speed. Communications like internet, allows people to access informatong on products and places- they can now pay bills via the web and also buy products in internet catalogues.
Transnational Corporations(TNCs)
Transnational corporations are large global firms that operate in a number of countries. TNCs have production or service facilities outside the country of origin. TNCs set up production on different parts of the world because they constantly source for new markets, and also, it lowers production expense as source for components from different part of the world and assembling it in another country, in which the production will be controlled and coordinated by headquarters.
These factors made globalisation possible because it has enable faster movement of goods, services and people. Internet informations and communications technology facilitate the flow of information. TNCs have the wealth and expertise to tap sources adn natural materials from around the world to further their profits and expand their markets share.
i am off to study soon. soon, yes, now?
I had a pleasant day today. I taught him silap mata, meaning magic. recieved a hearty surprise- i love him, and i love that thing he gave me(*smiles).
To my dearest friend(s), this may come as a random thing, but i just want to apologise for the past mistakes that i had made and the judgements i accused. Yeah i know, it all happened a few months ago, and that i stopped all my silly acts around early this year. I have heard people telling me i'm paranoid, but im not sure, i still do get haunted by my own doings and sometimes i would think that i'm doing it again, with someone telling me i'm paranoid and i'm doing fine, and yet the paranoia still sets in, somehow.
I want to make a time capsule, for the buddies in class, so we'll reunite again ten years later to see how much we all have changed. That would be lovely, to create our own time capsule after o'levels. To reunite again when we are all twenty six years old.
It had been an outrageous day, i mean, how bad could it all have gotten aye? For starters, school was turning out alright, it all came after school. I was hyped up for art, to finish the painting for the second face. Asked NJ to ring that woman up to confirm if the art room is opened, that woman informed naja that the art room's not opened today, and then hung up on naja. Ohmy, mouth started blabbering on how unjustly she is. I mean, honestly, how could she take things personal? She's a teacher for god's sake, if she's got attitude, don't we all? I headed home. Sat at home, supposedly study for social studies, yet ended up strumming for hours. Along came the soccer thingy on Ch5. I have no notion of why they put their best in kicking balls, and yes, i was forced to watched CNA, it was quite alright, the news, and than this show called Business Concierge, and the news again, acted out by a different reporter but the same news! Ohmy, i thought, i felt like crusifying someone to let this petulant out. To make things way more dramatic and undesireble, someone toggled with the photoshop, and it seems to be malfunctioning. Photoshop was what i was looking forward to this slow day. Seemingly that the day had me tricked.
Hatching a mini plan for the 19th of August. Wondering what is it that would be nice and appeasing. Excited and, ahh, i know what to do first, restrain myself from spending on snacks- filthy unhealthy pleasures. My budget's tight, can't afford to spend no more, have to start saving, i have to, i have to, i have to.
KINKY Pao still left his promises hanging, he already promised me and my wacko buddy Shazzy wazzy, tons of dresses, jeans, tees, shoes and bags. haha, his stupid promises, im gonnna kick his brain tomorrow. And YEAH, not to mention, SUFI, UNAPPRECIATIVE HORNY MAN!
WHICH ONE DO YOU PEOPLE THINK IS NICER? ohhh, it's 'ol hard work why 'ya know?(anyway, surprise! to SNC)
Yes yes yes, i changed the blogskin again. now planning shaz's blogskin[: promised her on that.
Annie dowd, incapable of any misdemeanor, yet caught in the shambles of a distraught. To keep her quiet, all he thought of was to push her down, yes murder. During an alfresco party, there she was, a victim of rohypnol, fuzzy and dizzy, nudged towards the pool, unconsious of her behaviour, she fell asleep, and as her soul roams, she helps out on the investigation that people have been wondering- "who killed her?".
For Mygrain, the second attempt that turned out ten thousand times better[:
I have become an awfully nasty person. I don't know why, after the recent breakdowns, i can't seem to keep my cool anymore. I would snap back at my mum, my little brother is constantly my victim, i scold him even for the slightest things that needn't need shouting. He snaps back because i'm right and choose not to aknowledge it, and i'd slap him in the arm, he'd retort and slap me back, we'd start shoving, pushing and punching. He'd hit me one last time and then head on to the bedroom to cry.
I do get agitated most of the time. I do get paranoid most of the time. I do get angry most of the time. Why?
I am currently making a song, yes a song, called "Annie Dowd" thpught it's not fully donr yet[:
There was once a girl, Annie Dowd
Pushed into the pool, and she drowned.
Lets go, lets run away, I can't do this anymore. Well now i just realised that I have to face this on my own. Counting down the days to go, I saw myself in a tiny room. I felt trapped and suffocated, I wanna leave but I don't know. I felt scared and asphyxiated, let me go please let me go.
CAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE. I NEED MY TIME. STOP READING UP MY TEXT MESSAGES. STOP IT PLEASE, STOP THE REPRIMANDS AND THE DEMANDS. I'M NOT QUITE SURE IF YOU ARE CONCERNED OR JUST TRYING TO VENT IT ON ME. WHATEVER I DO, YOU NEVER AKNOWLEDGE THE GOOD PART BUT JUST TO POINT OUT THE BAD PORTION, SO MUCH THAT I HAVE GIVEN UP TO DO WHAT YOU SAY ANYMORE. YOU SAY THOSE WORDS AS IF I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE, MAYBE I DON'T. YOU SAY YOU'RE CONCERNED WITH THOSE ANGRY TONE, ARE YOU?
Yes it has been a painfully long time since I last blogged. Currently my mind has been in a state of utter turmoil, my heart refuses to rest and it gets into what you call paranoia. Trying to occupy myself by getting myself busy with the devil, it's called the television. I have been catching up with TV sitcoms with the plain reason that i can't cope with the pressure. That sounded self-centered. Seemingly to be upset over the slightest things, and regaining my chirpy mood a minute later. I'm having ugly mood swings, and no, its not due to menses. I'm becoming eccentric i guess, a crazy fella. I'm becoming a muddlehead, i can't quite recall much anymore, i forget all the important things all at the wrong times. Just wish someday, people would just leave me alone and let me rest, an overnight spent with the stars or something.
♥There were sometimes, where i'd wish my younger brother was never born at all, there were sometimes that i cursed him to be dead. There were sometimes that i misunderstood my friends, there were sometimes that i felt ignored. There were sometimes that i felt my mum didn't love me, there were sometimes that i thought i didn't love her. There were sometimes that i doubt life itself, there were sometimes that i thought things were going to be alright. There were sometimes that i wish that i'd just knock my head and wake up forgetting anything and everything, there were sometimes that i hoped i'd faint in school just so my memories could be erased.♥The clouds are all that is keeping me at bay. I yearn for the sparkling stars, the moon that shines, the appaling sight of the coast and the breeze that compliments the ambiance.♥
I just find it hard to tolerate anymore.