Just when the party's starting
Cameraman: EVERYONE! smile for the camera!
Khalee(Red jersey): Hmph, I don't want.
Shaz(lime green top): Am i smiling at the right direction?
Amee(Blue wholesome): I'm drunk, whooo, i don't want to smile, i want to FLY!
Faree(aqua skinnys), in her pursuit to hit the Pinata.Lolu(maroon skinnys): I can fall asleep doing this all day..zzz..
Amee(Blue wholesome): Ok GO!
Mai(Purple/brown? wholesome): ooh, excited.
Lolu(maroon skinnys): Allahuakhbar! I hope she does it well after all that.
Khalee(Red jersey): haha, hey Maisarah, she doesn't know where the pinata is.
Ain(Fair-skinned) and Ira(Sleeveless, blue skirt): HAHA, she's killing me.
Amee(blue wholesome): Faree*whispers* you cuckoo, it's behind.
Khalee(Red jersey): *sob* It's there Faree.
Mai(Purple/brown? wholesome): Oh my, i can;t look, it's just taking too long.
Faree(aqua skinnys): I'm gonna burst out crying.
Lolu(maroon skinnys): *moaning* OH PLEASE JUST HIT IT *cries, cries*
Whilst waiting aimlessly for someone to hit the Pinata...
Ija(white top):*talking to Zahira hidden behind Nurul* Don't Look at Maisarah now, she's dangerous.
Mai(Purple/brown? wholesome): Ape tengok-tengok? Aku tenyeh mata kau!
Nurul(Pink and white top): Ape? tk takut lah.
Ira(Sleeveless): What's Mai doing, better pretend not to see. Later she tenye my eyes.
Shaz(lime green top): I'm so fed up with all these people, i don't understand them!
Amee(blue wholesome): Hehee, my turn.
Lolu(red skinnys): Ok, ok, T-U-R-N, TURN.
Ain(Fair skinned girl): HAHA, Amee confirm cannot hit the Pinata!
Everybody: WHOA!
Ain(Fair-skinned): *greedily* It's all gonna be MINE MINE MINE!
Naja(off-white shorts): HAHA, this is so fun and funny!
Ira(blue skirt): I think i stepped on a sweet?
Amee(Blue wholesome): Oh my god, I DID IT! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! I FEEL RICH! THANK YOU GOD!
What a day. The day spent with such seraphic environment, serene and utter bliss. In the chilly library studying, and reiterating the topic's definitions. It was such a blessed day, I managed to study for the first time in a long time. Met Feroz, Belle, Tedd, Ajid and Syaz, they went to the library, and then we sent them off to the train station. I was kind of happy that i didn't follow them, i knew i couldn't, mum would be pissed. The day was just a slow happy hippy day. Love love love love.
Pure metals: Lustrous and sonorous, thought to be hard and strong, in fact, it is soft, ductile and malleable. That's what people are like, some might look hard and strong but their hearts remain soft and vulnerable.
yeah, i did this, btw, this is feroz, he wants it, so here you go. haha.Went out with Feroz and Haziq, met them at 8pm, studied for abt 2hours then headed home. Couldn't stay at home and study, home was just too distracting. ok, nothing else to write. cheerios.
Yesterday morning, there was this malay poetry competition, it was cool watching schools perform. I was taken aback so much by some of the appalling performance thats it teared me, i actually shed a little tear, accompanied by Nat and Elly, haha. Sometime in the Midst of the break, Me, Elly, Ain and Ira played the chop-chilli-chop(i think thats how it's spelt and pronounced but im unsure) thing, it was funny cause we kept changing the rythm, like slow, fast then back to slow. I think it should be video-ed and posted on my blog if we ever play that game again. haha.
Around 1600, i met Feroz at City hall, the rest was sorta late, so we bought starbucks first. yummy, but the chocolate bits in my drink was nyehhh, not nice. Waited for them at the control station, met up with Belle and Haziq, there after we waited for Ajid at HMV. Then we were off to Marina, sat at the staircase area, Feroz and Haziq played guitar. For a period when Haziq was off to smoke, what took them 5 billion hours to smoke, we were waiting for so long, bored. Then i actually don't quite remember what happened, yesterday was all so fast and i was so tired, haha, it was sort of a boring day actually. And now im bored.
♥ AIN
♥ Daughter
Oh bother
I have to do chores and stay home
I'm a daughter
I guess you're right, but i won't(190308)Thursday was a heart opener. I love my mum. Mr Das read a letter that a ten year-old boy wrote to his mum. It was an assignment, they had to write a letter to their parents, Mr Das read one to the class. It was such a wonderous and touching letter. In the midst of the composition, i started tearing up. My best buddy ain, who sat alongside me, was looking at me, and started to cry too. It was really heart wrenching in a way. quoted by Mr Das- "Some parents think their child don't love them", so if we feel that we are unloved, we should remember, parents have hearts too, especially mum's, who carried us with them for nine months. Anyway, back to the story, minutes after crying, me and Ain, our eyes met, and we burst out laughing for whatever reason i'm unsure of. It was the first time this year i cried. It was the first time in almost 6 months. I stopped tearing, eventhough i wanted to cry more. Sometimes i just feel like crying, but i just won't allow myself too, that was how it felt like, i wanted to pour it out that day, but somehow, i won't allow myself to because i don't want to be sad.
Anyway, regarding today- TODAY WAS SUPERB. Nat's birthday party was fun fun, we ate ate ate and played games, haha, twister was fun, Had to twist our body around. Haha, there was Pinata, we had to take turns hitting the pinata blindfolded, i hit it twice and *KEDEPAK* sugary candies! haha, everyone shoved themself to the ground to get the sweetstuffs, and i was immediately on my knees to grab the nearest candies in sight. haha. Then went to her house to cut the cake, a certain time, i was outside her house with the dudes to play the guitar. Then we gathered again to play more games. One of them was this game, everyone gets a card and stick it on their forehead so we can't see what card we got, then we decide on what number card, eg. number 9. So when we look at our card, the one with the number 9 card has to drink a whole cup of coke in one go. haha, the ones who had to drink, their faces go red drinking it. Thanks for inviting me to the party Nat sweetheart.
♥ Flying man
Flying man, i see you
Tucked away safely
In precious dreams
You have to get down gradually.I am so darn bummed. My head's not right, my eyes are rolling away, my mouth speaks of unsenseless, my nose smelling wrong things, my ears are covered, my hands constant movement, my legs constant fidgets, unstopable laughing gas which only me who breathes it. Literally, i'm a crazy fella this past few days. I think this is the further syptoms of- LACK OF SLEEP.
Drama was fantabulous, we boom-pak-boom-boom-pak. Fun, but my feet's a torture, slapping of hands and feets has brought me itchyness, my hair's got split ends. Endless practice and tire's worth, after 11th of April, all this raucus will be over. Thank god. Well, actually the split ends thing didn't have anything to do with the drama sessions. Plus, i'm becoming such a klutz, i don't know why i just said that but i think i am becoming one.(see, i'm writing senseless!)
♥ Meg and Dia, here i come.
Fetishes at heart
For whom might i say
A secret
Keep them ambivalent at bay
♥This is Naja
♥Wild infinity
Sweet essence, smile radiating. Lady feminine. Deep insinde, she boils and toils, she burst to fire, rockets and more. A pretty sight, the sparkle glow- she is one hell of a blow. Wild and forever, we all are, unexpectedly, she is too. She's such a sucker-punch at occasions, giggling and away. Wild and forever, she'll stay. School was awesome. Me and my two buddies, Ira and Naja, went, siow cook(insane). We suffered from lack of sleep. There was only three subject to face today, Art for three hours, then breakfast, physics and malay. Malay was superb, that sweet teacher wasn't in school. well i did what everyone did, MUSIC MERRY TIME! I sang dufusly in front of whoever heard me, Ira and Naja was laughing. Well after the whole amee-gone-wild incident, i was darn tired. haha, and now im here, my eyes are wide open, nonetheless, im definitely, positively bummed. My ass aches, and i've got to deal with a big boo-boo on my left leg from skateboarding yesterday.
Oh well, i've fallen deeply in love with Meg and Dia(alright, that was random).
Silent whispers in the dark
Hear my dreams singing
The night spent on a tree bark
Feel my heart swinging
♥My best buddy, and this is for you.
♥Vampire
Pale skin, phantom of the night. Dull black eyes that tempts the dolls in sight. Smile radiating through the black, killing all light. Not without a fight, for he can't touch the shine, to go back to his manor. Vampire, you're pale. Vampire, don't get impaled, wooden sticks and wooden knives. Vampire, my silent knight.
It was a fun packed day, wished the day wouldn't have to end with me rotting in front of the computer screen. Oh well, every day have to end somehow. So my day was- headed to the pit soon after meeting up with my fellow buddies, had jolly fun barbecueing the food, darn it was hot being the chef. I was a smelly fart and sweating behind the stove pit thingy(ended up smelling like a chicken at the end of the day). Haha. We were told to cook our own if we wanted to eat but those jerk ass boys scooped up almost everything we cooked, or even burnt, but overall it was awesome. After munching and munching, me and a few other girls sat on chairs in a circle and stacked our legs up on top of one another and it was hella funny for some reason i'm unsure of. Decided to join Sufi in his guitar playing, we played for everyone[: Played Awake, How much and Guardian Angel- Was the only songs I knew. The girls and me then raced at the bicycle track, we were hyperly high. The day ended just like that- kedepak, and the day was over. haha, now i'm here rotting and squinting my steamy eyes to the small fonts.
I am a machine
I can feel
The sugary drips to my chin
I am a machine, and i am real.
♥My secret
♥Machine gun
Hey you're my saviour, please stay with me forever. I am the vampire, you're my machine gun, protect me from the sun. Skin's all erode yet you are here, even in fear, you stay and protect. My secret's safely stashed in your heart, my love. You're my machine gun,thought I didn't need you, but you stayed throughout. You're my machine gun, You take me to places fun. My dear machine gun, I loved you all this while. My machine gun, My bestest friend, My machine gun, takes me away to a better land. I am the machine, you're my machine gun.
♥My beloved, ira.
Hey, been a long, darn long time since I posted. Oh my and so much has happened, I fell twice in two weeks. Funny how i fell walking. A friend treated me and a few fellow mates a movie- Leap Years. It was a cool show, supposedly to be love, happy and melancholy, it was a turnaround for my fellow mates, we counted the taxis and moles and all those lame stuff we weren't suppose to look out for[: LAME LAME LAME AMEE. They used the same taxi throughout the movie! I think they were short on budget on their set. haha. Alright and we're going out again later tonight. I'm so anxious to meet them sweethearts[: Though it wasn't long since we parted, just a few days. Oh well, they were such jolly bunch to be with. You guys sure do take me away to the land of love[:
School, well what can i say, sucky, darn ass sucky.
Away from all this raucous
I am besotted
I dream of hocus pocus
Stop this ifatuation unrequited
♥My secret