busy keeping up with the fast-paced yesterday, today and tomorrow. inactive online because of the other wonders of internet prone to sickness, physically, mentally and virtually.
I don't deny that maybe, i've said something unpleasantly about you, it was all in fits of anger that i can't recall anymore. I can't take back what i said. yes, there's distrust in both of us and it's because of me. I won't deny that it started because of me. yes, i admit that i am to blame. I admit that i'm guilty, i admit that it's heart-wrenching, i admit that i made a mistake, i admit that i'm really confused, i admit that maybe this is not amee. I apologize deeply IRA. It's heartbreaking ira, but i have to reap what i sowed. I'm very deserving of this punishment. I won't put the blame on anyone but myself. I know it wouldn't be the same as before. yes, we invested 3 years, but it was worthwile, somehow[: I'd miss the old times but it's decided and i know the trust is gone, quite sometime ago. I hope you're reading this, just so you know that i know it too. That i'm aware of it myself. It hurts, but i deserve this, i chose to detach myself, even if i want it to be like how it was, i can't right? hehe.I'm sorry that it hurts you too, i know it does, i made you mad. i know you are angry, somehow. i'm sorry, i really am. ILOVEYOU. And just so you know, i have been tired in school because i've been doing late night cryings lately, and i don't really like to tell that i cry. It'd take me about an hour to sleep on most nights. But it'll fade away soon hopefully. Secrets don't make friends, and i know i don't too[: