busy keeping up with the fast-paced yesterday, today and tomorrow. inactive online because of the other wonders of internet prone to sickness, physically, mentally and virtually.
Everything seems absolute glum, can't smile. It's been two straight day's since i was myself, i'm still not myself, i can't evem smile without forcing. what'swrongwithme? I have to force myself to smile for the rehearsal performance, was horrendous, even ana said that it looked fake. I can't help it, i'm just not in my bestest mood for smiles and laughter, couldn't even fall asleep. I think too much, i had to wait 4hours to fall asleep yesterday, i know it isn't good to think too much. I even have to force a smile when i met my friends for drama, i didn't come for school, i wasn't in the mood yet again. It's raining today, even the skies are crying for me.
The sky The sky is crying For there are truth people are not seeing The sky is crying For drastic changes in each being The sky is crying For my heart aches, as i'm kneeling The sky is crying As i pray, knowing god is forgiving