busy keeping up with the fast-paced yesterday, today and tomorrow. inactive online because of the other wonders of internet prone to sickness, physically, mentally and virtually.
I can't sleep, i've been tossing myself and rolling and stuff, for three hours and I managed to fall asleep for only a short time of about fifteen minutes, waking up with a sudden nothingness for no particular reason. My stomach is churning and my head is being so stubborn. I don't know why i'm complaining about this here. I think this is what you call gastric. The day before yesterday i ate so little. Yesterday i had 2 small sandwiches for breakfast, a few mouthfulls of mee goreng for lunch and some rice for dinner, at around 12am, i ate a tiny chicken wing. Not to forget the countless panadol pills i've been consuming, it's taking a toll on me. I feel like fainting somehow, but something is against me of blacking out. I honestly want to fall asleep, or just faint, my body hurts so badly. Once again today, I feel like throwing up. I want to go out toms, to study and do some art.
Honey, the morning spent you cried yourself to sleep Honey, the afternoon wasn't meant you stared at the screen Honey, the evening wasn't godsent you thought and thought of the week Honey, the midnight plan you cried over and over, you weeped.
Ohmy, i forgot, my brother just replaced the guitar string like yesterday. How could I have forgotten. Tell mary and cardigan weather, here i come ^o^