busy keeping up with the fast-paced yesterday, today and tomorrow. inactive online because of the other wonders of internet prone to sickness, physically, mentally and virtually.
I pray that the natural disasters will make every person stronger, I pray that they will be fine, knowing that god is giving another chance to live.
I know this isn't the best time to be, only god knows how much and why i'm this way. I pray to god for guidance, I pray so that the aftermath will be over soon, I pray, for anything and everything, trying to make myself believe that everything will be fine, but my beliefs are far from my hopes. And my hopes seems impossible from where I am. The only person I can blame is myself for being this way, for the outcome.
I can't seem to stop thinking. I want to change, I really do, just tell me how.
I don't know really. At times I regretted ever having to know Feroz and Tedd and the rest, I don't know why. My hearts sinks at the thought of that. My eyes blurred and stomach churns. At the same time i'm really happy that I knew them, but I don't really know what would've happened if i never met them. I miss my friends, the ones I had for nearly four years, and I feel so dumb. I feel so wrong. I feel so...
Why oh why Amee did you ever doubt them. Stop your childish games Amee, you're old enough to know whats not to be toyed with anymore.