busy keeping up with the fast-paced yesterday, today and tomorrow. inactive online because of the other wonders of internet prone to sickness, physically, mentally and virtually.
I'va changed so much this year, i wonder if i'm doing the right things. Constantly thinking if the changes overruled the yester years where i used to talk about my friend behind their backs, that was what all of us did, at least i knew i did. I'm sorry girls if i ever talked about you guys, sorry Ain, sorry Naja, sorry Ira, sorry Shaz, sorry Fanee, sorry Lolu, and especially, sorry Syafiqa.
Sincerely apologise from the bottom of my heart. In other words, i'm not trying to say we all shouldn't be friends anymore, somehow i'm sick and tired of my own talkings, i'm scared i'll talk about you guys again, to say bad things, to regret the next day. Somehow, i feel that this had made me drifted apart from you guys, maybe i'm the wrong party here. I'm scared one day you guys will talk about me too, and it will be a never ending story once again. you know how it goes, i talk about you guys, you talk about me, and then we find out what happens, or vice versa, followed by an act of indifference the next day. I'm really very sorry girls. To tell you the truth, i really have drifted apart from some of you, but sometimes i think, i did a wrong thing, and i know now, it's hard to get back like we used to, sometimes i feel like trying, sometimes i'm scared, i feel like giving up again. Sorry.