busy keeping up with the fast-paced yesterday, today and tomorrow. inactive online because of the other wonders of internet prone to sickness, physically, mentally and virtually.
Tomorrow will be endless, i was practically forced to go to the Silat competition. I gave up all my hopes on silat nine months ago, and i'm not even thinking of going back. My martial arts days are over. Well, i have to go, just to support my friends, oh, i don't know what to call them anymore. Haven't been talking to them or contacting them either. I miss them so much, and yet i'm not ready to face them. I miss Feroz, though i met him yesterday, hoping to drag him out of bed and go somewhere, away from silat, during the mid-day, so i could spend some quality time with him. Thinking if i should, because he barely slept a wink last night and had to work the next morning, and got to know he didn't sleep till around 9pm. He's prolly tired and thinking of sleeping the whole day. I feel like being sellfish tomorrow and have him all to myself despite his exhaustion. Oh boy. Alright, i'll just ask him, see if he's willingly to accompany me to somewhere since he's living near to Bedok. I miss his hugs and cuddles. ♥I love you sweetheart. I miss Ira, Naja and Ain, i haven't been seeing ain, or contacting or talking, somehow it doesn't seem weird becuase for a fact, that i just realised, for the past holidays, we sorta don't contact, like we only talk in school. I miss Belle, that sweetheart, hoping to meet up and catch up with lost time. I love you my girlfriends♥