busy keeping up with the fast-paced yesterday, today and tomorrow. inactive online because of the other wonders of internet prone to sickness, physically, mentally and virtually.
Major moodswings have been corrupting my psychological health, i think. Really, i get happy so easily and angry the next minute. I'd get angry over stupid things at stupid times. I'd pout at the slightest remark, and throw a huge tantrum at the slightest joke. I'd laugh for hours with my friends and end up crying at the end of the day. I'd have fun the whole day with my precious love and end up in a silly argument that was started by my stupid sensitive explosion. I really think i'm stupid though, sometimes, all the time. Everything seems right and wrong, it's all happy and sappy at the same time, it's good and bad at the same time, i'd enjoy my work with Lolu and Fya around, i'd enjoy the company of Adee, Belle and Shakz, I'd enjoy the time with Feroz, and yet something's out of proportion, something sad is lurking at the back of my mind. I think i know what it is, it's just sad and stupid to tell someone, because i feel stupid as i already am. I think i'm naive and to put my whole heart to those outside the circle of trust, which sounds so immature, but anyways, i feel like screaming my heart, lungs and other organs out so terribly that i think i might just explode.